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A joy that I’ve never felt before

Though it sucks that
I have no idea what’s gng on during lects,
I have piles of work on my table waiting for me to do,
I have CAs and finals all queuing up for the next few wks,
I have lotsa uncertainties about wht’s gna happen in the next few wks, mths, years,
I don’t know if UOG’s gna accept me,
I don’t know if module mapping will be successful,
I don’t know if I’ll be spending my first birthday (what more 21st bday), Christmas, new years eve and new year abroad all by myself,
I don’t know what to do for the 3 mths break,
I don’t know if I should go against myself and find a part time job,
I don’t know whether I’m just living in self denial, always telling myself that I have 40yrs of work life ahead of me so why start working now,
I don’t know what’s wrong with me,
I don’t know whether im the one who has changed,
I dont know what happened to the positive sociable girl who meant every smile,
I don’t know what I’m gna do after I graduate (and I really hate the qns)
I don’t know what the future holds and I’ll never know.

But what I know is my God is so strong, my God is so powerful. He knows things that we don’t know. He knows what our future holds.

It was the first time I cried tears of joy. Its so amazing how it feels. God just know how to chose the right time to get the right ppl to speak to you.

Shoez telling about jonny is just like my life story narrated out and I can empathize with how lost he (&i think a lot out thr) is actually feeling.

But when Julinda told me that her bf accepted Christ 2 weeks ago. My tears just kept flowing. It was the exact time kong accepted the Lord too:) it’s amazing how God works. It’s amazing how prayer works!

I Rmbed us praying soooo hard during metacamp last year&really, PRAISE THE LORD!:D for being so merciful and being so good to us!

And even in crappy days like this with so many unknowns, it felt so different. With kong telling me about how I should just trust in God, with all the aunties and uncles sharing during alpha course. It’s like everything’s just screaming out to me LET GOD HANDLE EVERYTHING. Why are you so afraid? You of little faith, why are you, so afraid?

Now I’m proud to say I have nth to fear. Cos if God is for me, who can be against me. The future is unknown and forever it will be. But I know that my God has already planned His will and way for me and who am I to fear when I have my entire army of family, friends, church mates, kong & MY GOD to support me all the way:)

— 1 month ago with 2 notes

GET ON MY BED NOW LOLLLLL

sender-unknown:

fuckyeahbigbangstuff:

/DEAD

dat eyebrow

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— 2 months ago with 4770 notes
look at that look at that. woah

look at that look at that. woah

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— 2 months ago with 479 notes

thanks guys, you made my night. watching daesung sing on stage made me tear a lil:’) the MEN are really back:D:D:D:D T.O.P you are so freaking sexy i can just hwack on you anytime hahaha those eyes omgggggg hahaha shit man. these guys are just perfect

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— 2 months ago with 5733 notes

I LOVE JB!!!!!:D:D
Sorry guys. I just love them ♥

I LOVE JB!!!!!:D:D

Sorry guys. I just love them ♥

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— 2 months ago with 36 notes

Tabi’s eyebrows 

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— 2 months ago with 1683 notes

LOL HE GOT ME HIGH
He did “BOOM SHAKALAKA” step so sexy. FUCK

LOL HE GOT ME HIGH

He did “BOOM SHAKALAKA” step so sexy. FUCK

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— 2 months ago with 612 notes